The clinic has already put me on BCP’s for now to make sure my cycles are regulated. August just seems so far away.
A woman at my work just found out she’s pregnant. She had a miscarriage while I was a few months pregnant with peanut. I am so happy for her. I felt terrible when she lost her baby. It felt awkward that I was pregnant and she was no longer. It’s not a nice feeling to be walking around with a big belly that is not even really yours (re: surrogacy) when someone else is dying inside as each month turns to the next without another pregnancy. She’s been trying almost a year now and ended up on clomid before she finally got pregnant. She is in the very early stages right now, and I really hope it all works out for her.
As for us, I feel good that I am on Birth Control. Even though in our situation we would never need it. haha. Makes me feel that we're on our way, slowly as it may be.
A woman at my work just found out she’s pregnant. She had a miscarriage while I was a few months pregnant with peanut. I am so happy for her. I felt terrible when she lost her baby. It felt awkward that I was pregnant and she was no longer. It’s not a nice feeling to be walking around with a big belly that is not even really yours (re: surrogacy) when someone else is dying inside as each month turns to the next without another pregnancy. She’s been trying almost a year now and ended up on clomid before she finally got pregnant. She is in the very early stages right now, and I really hope it all works out for her.
As for us, I feel good that I am on Birth Control. Even though in our situation we would never need it. haha. Makes me feel that we're on our way, slowly as it may be.
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