Z's birthday was yesterday... fifteen, my first born. Wow. Where does the time go? It's painful to think sometimes that our lives are just flying by. I feel that I had so much going on when he was born that I didn't get to fully enjoy him. I was young, had to go back to work early, he stayed with his Nanny, and i worked. I miss those days with him, in our tiny townhouse, just him and I. It makes me sad to think in 3 years he'll be an ADULT. Wow. Tell me where the time went. I miss you my little man.

I work in post-partum, I guess that doesn't really make my baby obsession any better. Monday-Friday are consumed with babies. Baby referrals, mom referrals, babies, babies babies. I just can't get away from it.

Over the weekend we went to look at houses. We want to get something a little bigger for the kids. Their rooms now are just so small and crowded. They are getting to an age where they spend a lot of time in their rooms, and I want them to be comfortable. We are going to find out what our home is worth now in order to see how far up the property ladder we can climb.


Z's birthday was yesterday, he got a bunch of money to go clothes shopping with. I'll take him and A out this weekend to do some shopping. A has her b-day party with friends at Brushfire ceramic studio, they will make pottery and have some fun with friends. Should be fun.