We're not going ahead with buying a new home. We are going to renovate instead. New tile in the kitchen bathroom and front entrance, new front door maybe a bit more. We spent the last week looking and decided we are best to stay where we are. We have more room than any of the newer homes we looked at. AND We have room for guppy should he or she come along.

I am going to paint the kitchen and A's room this weekend. I am looking forward to it. Painting is theraputic for me. I love the color we picked out for A's room. I can't wait to go and pick it up!

The obsessions are getting better, it's not so all consuming and C and I have talked a little bit more about the future and the possibility of Guppy. I feel better.

We are going to look at rings this weekend, we know what we want, and hope they are still there.

A's family b-day party is tonight. The kids have been away this week at Nanny's for spring break. I'm looking forward to having them back and celebrating A's b-day with her. She was happy when i called her this am to wish her a happy b-day. She said she is having a good time. I am glad they are not being to hard on her. She is very sensitive.

Happy birthday sweet A! xo