Brokenhearted day 10

I dreamt 3 times last night that I got a positive on the pee stick. It was such feeling of excitement. Every time I woke up and realized it was a dream I felt scared. I had been pretending I didn't have to pee since 5am, it was now 730. I was very afraid. I think I just knew. It was 10 days past my 3 day snowbaby transfer. Something should have shown by this stage of the game. I ooggled and strained my eyes looking for a line. Nothing.

I made it back to the bed before the tears came. C hugged me and told me she was sorry. She didn't really know what else to say.

I don't either.